These posts that purposely trigger people need to stop.

I just scrolled through my dash and all I saw for a consecutive 40 posts was pro-eating disorder and pro-self harm images. This is what causes so many people to chose self harm and starvation. It’s the way it is positively portrayed not just on tumblr, but in lots of other places. There’s a lot of people on here that are recovering from issues such as anorexia, bulimia, cutting, and depression. These posts bring them right back down. I’m not asking anyone to stop expressing the way they feel but please do so with words and not necessarily countless gifs and pictures of cuts. It shocked me at this late hour to see all of that and it scares me a lot. I don’t want to stop my own progress so please let’s talk about these disorders and how to prevent them instead of encouraging others to join us in this broken state of pain.

Labels

Labels are completely useless. A year ago I used to associate my life with a name for every bad thing I had ever done. I lived by these labels and it almost killed me. Up until last week I had these disorders control me and I held onto to the wrong things in my life. I identified myself as a cutter, as anorexic, bulimic, suicidal, depressed, and all around I became broken. When I made the choice to leave these labels behind that’s when I finally broke free and created progress for myself. I love who I am now, and I’ve never felt like that. I can look in the mirror and see a girl that wears a genuine smile. I can look at my wrists and see clean skin that will remain that way for the rest of my life. Now I associate myself with the positive things I’ve done. So these labels are complete shit, learn to put what you’ve done right as your vocal point.

Emotions

It strikes me as weird how I can go from being totally happy to being sad or angry. It’s not like these emotions ever last a while. For instance, if I fight with one of my friends I never stay mad even if I want to be angry, I always forgive and move on which is a good thing. But when I do these little mood swings at night it irritates me because I want stability. I go from crying a little to smiling. I can’t tell you why because I myself don’t understand it. I’m just an emotional person.

You’re different from everyone else and for some reason you make my heart melt. 

I know everything happens for a reason,

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But sometimes I wish I knew what that reason was.

I love the “talking” stage.

You know, the part of the relationship where you get to know the person first. You’d do anything just to impress the person, trying to get them to like you.  The part of the relationship where all you want to do is talk to the person and your head is just focused on making them become yours. Everything’s just cuter, especially those never-ending text messages and those late night phone calls.